Friday, October 22, 2004


quivery sighing deep breath sort of morning

i have that feeling in my chest and heart where you feel like you need to be crying and screaming and releasing. i hate having that feeling. especially when i'm at work. does this happen to you?

i had a weird dream last night about having a bike that i love being trapped under a bus and lost and presumably destroyed. i was having this feeling during the dream, but i'm not sure about the chain of causality--was i heading towards this emotional state already, or was it just provoked by the dream?

i'm listening to morcheeba in an attempt to calm myself down. hope it works.

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